sleeeep

and so much of it. seems to be necessary these days. it is not uncommon for me to sleep 14 hours straight, and becoming not uncommon for me sleep for more than 24, with the occasional foray outdoors if only to walk my dog. it's not as though i walk around as a zombie, or don't do things i enjoy, but when i do hit the bed, i am OUT. took off work today to sleep as there was no way in hell i was going to be physically able to get out of bed. it's not depression, either. that, i am excruciatingly familiar with. It's physical and mental exhaustion, i guess???

something about the city

just when you've had it . . . there is some strange break or opportunity or something that comes along the way to ease things just a bit.

realization #4

Just because YOU like doing something/or know everything about a particular subject, doesn't mean that everybody else does or gives a RAT'S ASS about it.

And, being someone who has always been a bit "off", I certainly understand this. Just wish other people did.